Elimination toxic traits to develop a better version of me
It is normal to have toxic traits, though it is
up to us to either keep it or diminish it. The year 2021 challenged me too much
that I developed negative traits that I was not aware of. I had to go through
self-realization and feel how terrible I am as a person. Therefore, this coming
new year, I have decided to transform the toxic traits that was developed this
year into building a better and new version of myself.
I had a lot of insecurities in me that made me
doubt and even dislike myself. I was not confident enough of what I can do and
what I am. I had to compare myself with someone I know who is beyond better
than I am. Also, there were times that I was really toxic towards everyone and
I had to feel guilty for what I’ve done. Therefore, I came up with a decision
to start realizing how bad I am and choose to change. I want to change those in
me so that positivity and tranquility will surround me. Moreover, I also need
to diminish this hobby of mine which I consume too much time in doing nothing.
My time is often wasted and with that, I had to rush things up. There were
times I felt unmotivated and insecure.
New Year is coming and with the fireworks blow
up in the sky, I want these unpleasant personalities of mine to be with the
fireworks and so I could say: “it was a splendid year for me to learn and feel
these feelings because I have something to learn and change in me so that I
could be a better person next year”. Next year I promise to myself to be better
and to keep on doing better. The past is a lesson for me to learn to and can
bring with me to face the present and the future.
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